Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Changes

I just read Chelsey's blog and it kind of pissed me off. (I'm sure she didn't mean it too)
YEah, I know people change, why the hell do you people think I don't make friends? Because its not worth losing them when they change (and because I HATE people). I don't need to be told 'people change get over it'.
But when I feel a childhood friend slipping away, when I feel a distance opening up between me and someone I have been closer to than almost ANYONE in years, it friggin hurts. I have a right to be angry, and if I don't oh well I'm going to be anyway.
Yeah, I've changed some I'm sure, but it doesn't alter how I feel about those I love, or how I act towards them. You can't just push someone away because of a transition in your life.
If anyone's got something to say about it, go ahead. I couldn't care less.

And by the way, my 12 year old self would WORSHIP me.

Don't say goodbye
'Cause I don't wanna hear those words tonight
'Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I
And although we knew
This time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye
say goodbye- skillet

4 comments:

Chuchy said...

Well I did not mean to PISS you off. I was not trying to say ANYTHING to YOU. I know how you feel. Don't think your the only one who has friends who have changed. It's true you can't push them away they have no right. and your not the only one who's getting pushed.
oh by the way it's Chelsea.

Song of the South said...

Don't worry baby, some things never change! I am so sorry you have been hurt. I love you eternally and unconditionally! Mama

Chuchy said...

Oh I did not mean you were pushing.
love ya

Nikki said...

I agree. Sure, we all change, but that doesn't mean we grow apart. If anything we should change and grow together.